I'm a BAD girl..
I've been a bad girl for the pass few days.. this is sure i have to admit..
For the pass 1 week nothing productive has been done escept for casting n scripting..
Hang out with my cousins celebrsting my bro ORD and oso farewell for my younger cousin to be enlisted in army. Oh well.. It's a sinful day.. we had sushi.. ya sushi again rite.. less then 1 week i went sakae twice.. i swear i not touching jap food for the next 6 months.. had sushi for full 2 hours plus on wednesday.. was rather angry coz i have to wait for ppl..
Recently my patience has been running very very low.. is seriously low.. most of my frens has encounted and experience it... well something jus wrong somewhere..
nvm.. back to topic.. ya so after sushi we walk to Balcony n it was packed.. we went to cineleisure lounge but there's function on.. finally we walked to rouge,alleybar and peranakan house.. okie 5 idiot standing there dunno which one to choose.. No choice I have to walk up n decide.. althou i like the peranakan best but it's jus too dark.. rouge had live performance which damn noise althou there's cute guy singing.. so last choice alleybar.. had their house pour which was not up to my expectation.. yea i miss my 4:6 but they onli gave me 3:7.. argh.. ya after 1st cup we went on playing some stupid game.. "lets count the multiples of 7 and clap.."
initially i wasn't too keen to play so was punished to drink after tat my turn to make ppl hung by changin "let's do the multiples of 8".. thats gg.. everyone is wide awake to count.. we went almost to 1k.. thats freaking hard to keep up the beat.. lol.. ya we had the 5 vodka color shot.. i had almond which i feel is the nicest among all beside theres banana, raspberry, honeydew and vanilla.. ya suppose to be one shot down.. kuku my cousin drink sip by sip.. the color cups was fun man.. althoug we r drinking but somethin else or rather someone is racing thru my mine..
after which was thursday n i spend my day at home working on my script n still thinking.. yea den friday went to sch find no lect to consult.. fri night feelin something was not going rite wanting to call the someone but i didn..
sat morning went work but was dosing off.. heard something terrible which make me damn pissed that why i wasn't inform.. yea finally at night i noe the whole truth.. n i was there pissed off n angry with myself..
today went out with sy but was rather sorry to him coz i didn help him much as i didn slp the whole night.. brain not working.. but we encounter something really paranoid.. we are at mac workin on his story beat.. then there;s a weird man happen to sit behind him.. so as the time passes we felt more n more unsecured.. so left in a hurry once asto appear.. haha.. yea sy make me paranoid.. i was trembling afraid that the guy might do something dangerous.. coz was havin bad experince last night..
I'm rather slowly keepin more things to myself den share with my frens or family.. feelin very insecure recently n kinda lost myself somewhere which i'm trying very hard to search for myself back..
all i wan now was a warm hug from someone.. but i noe no matter how hard i try its no use.. well..
-If not of you, i won;t know what is love. If it's you I will say I'll never love again. I had no courage to say nor spoil what's at present--shan-
:'(
It Was A Dream..
Was taking a afternoon nap from 3 to 6 today. Then i had this weird dream that i find is funny so i think of blogging it down.. it happen to our IMD group ppl.. hehe.. here it goes.. dun laugh to hard.. its jus a weird dream..
i think all the visuals in my dreams are like made up of the photos i saw earlier when clearing my harddrive...
Int. School Studio-
In school studio about 6pm.. dinner time.. in the studio was.. ryce, kath, me, xiao hui, samson, glenn, justin, stanley, melissa, siyuan and (vsc)eugene. so i was behind ahouting for ryce but she couldn;t hear me as she's walking out of the door.. so i followed her and with us was abel, xh, kath and siyuan. so out of the lift i asked her again where we wanna go for lunch, she replied Changi (we are walking out of school). So as we walk abel n xh went ahead of us leaving kath, ryce n i walking .. so when we walked out i was shocked (yead really shocked..).
Cut to along the walk way-
Rainer was in the driver seat of a red sports car (dun ask me wat car. i dunnoe).. and in the co-driver seat was Samson. Shocked and werid ryce pull me to get ino the car.
Cut into the car-
(U gonna wonder how come a sports car could accomdate so many ppl.. i dunno its a dream...) the contruction of the car interior was weird to me la..(interior was like a 7 seater car.. ya like mel's odessy).. so was rainer in the driver seat, samson in the co-driver seat, behinde the driver seat was kath, ryce and me then behinde me was xh beside her was abel.. Samson turned back n i said-
me: Samson, u shouldn't be seating in the co-driver seat. It's suppose to be ryce seat.
Samson: yea i thought so but my legs to long and the seats a the back do not allow my leg to rest well..
me: even so u oso should ask ryce first ma..
ryce: aiya nvm la..
Cut back to studio-
in the studio was eugene, justin and i.. this time round we took the stairs down to 5th floor and stanley is on his phone. Upon seeing me walk down the stairs he scolded me wat am i doing here (becoz the car do not have enough seat, i followed back to studio earlier on which is not in my dream). So eugene took a cab i follow again in the car along with was stanley, justin, me, siyuan. ( yea u guys mux be wondering previously the car could accomdate so many ppl now cannot.. well i said the car interior was werid machiam elastic..haha)
Cut to Int. a cottage-
(ya a cottage with the woods burning in the fireplace.. -.- ) so we went in. the interior display has a long sofa both side was 2 rocking chair, floor carperted behind was the dinning area with a long wooden table (those like log table ) and woooden bench. so everyone sat down for a drink after rainer parked the car and came in. I can't really remember everone's sitting but i remember beside me was justin, beside justin was siyuan, infront of me was kath, beside kath on her left was ryce...
I couldn't remeber the rest.. but wat i wan to say is i could remember wat everyone wore.. haha.. lets see..
Rainer: Light Blue Tshirt with a kaki berms with white slipper
Samson: The dark blue threadless Tshirt with long jeans, usual bag and canvas shoe
Ryce: Maroon (orientaion camp t) and the brown three quards (oh the one she wore for P3photo shoot)and the white slipper
Kat: red spagettie with ur gio jacket and jeans with ur black shoe
Justin: orange, brown n white checked shirt with jeans n leather shoe
Siyuan: blue threadless t and grey cargo with his nike shoe
Xh: white spagettie and three quard jeans with slipper
Abel: white t shirt with boardshort, flip flop and bag
glenn: dark blue t shirt with jeans and guitar
melissa: white blouse and long skirt jeans
stanley: grey long shirt, black pants with leather shoe
eugene: beanie, long sleeve kaki top with white bottom, bag and shoe.
Well all this appear in my dream lo.. is like transiting from different area to time and places.. haha.. the most funny part muz be rainer is the one driving not mel.. haha..
have fun thinking how i could dream on all this.. hahah
-shan-
