BO CHAP
today i actually learn the ultimate bo chap..
as in when ppl dun evern give a damn to their life why do i bother to care for them.. one someone dun even know how to love himself i really feels he dun deserves ppl to love him back.. all hr does was bring dilemma to ppl..
well.. i;ve learnt it n gonna practice it.. the ULTIMATE BO CHAP.. i'll say it onli once n thats it.. u wanna hear by all means.. it;s for ur own good.. u dun wanna hear dun expect to regret n say why i didn tell u.. haha..
ya u may ask why am i so heartless n firece.. well.. when someone turns a deaf ear to wat u have said over n over again.. u'll ultimatley gets tired n wan ur life with out that particular person appearance.. well ya why keep a splinter in ur thumb when u noe it hurts like mad..
i really do understand why ppl gave up on this (turns a deaf ear)ppl.. coz they have learnt the bo chap attitude they pick up form them.. ya.. tat wpuld be a nice story to work on..WHEN U TURN A DEAF EAR.. dun blame why ppl bo chap u.. think did u turn a deaf ear to wat ppl tell u that is good for u..
hhaah.. yea.. mind full of FYP aka major proj.. haha..
Objective/ aim of this project:
in this project i would like to test my skills in directing and also to showcase wha i've learnt in video editing as an editor.. (ya this is all i have for my LC.. GG!)
Full Proj DEscription:
i wan to test skills in directing as (to be cont.. on hp with Justin)
I think I
Ya rite.. we shuldn't assume.. i should keep my promise when i say i'm not going means i'm not going.. or i have to report my every move siah..
Well its all my fault.. SORRY..
i really wonder why.. i dun mind helping in arranging appoinment.. but that was jus last min.. am i suppose to do all the informing job.. i'm not angry but ya if i;m supose to inform.. let me know..
well anyway.. i'm jus sorry ...
-dun wanna tok further more-
-shan-
Emotional
Haiz.. things around me as been going round n round non stop.. working freelance to have sufficient money for FYP althou my production is a simple one.. but that still requires money.. Jobs came lookin for me n tempt me to take on.. yea becaoz it;s yr end soon..
recently thinking i sound a lot like a consultant.. help ppl solving prob n giving advise.. but whose there to listen to me siah.. and who really understands wat i'm thinking..
sometimes i feel that ppl out there jus dun understand how fortunate they are to have someone loving them and caring for them.. pls who ever is reading pls look ard urself.. u don't wan to regret it..
i also dunno why recently my thinking is jus so weird.. have been pressing my own feelings a lot.. everytime when i feel better w/o thinking a particular thing or person.. the prob will slowly surface in front of me.. right smack in my face.. so much agony in there... i have to advice but could not put my own feelings in.. well.. jus feelin tired sometimes.. but still alrite.. i can still go on n i will..
i've fnal learnt how to let go n be grateful of wat i have n who i have with me.. be it friends, family, relatives or even colleagues.. Kinda feelin weird this few times when my mom pop to ask me if i'm seeing anyone.. haha.. well the ans is no.. jus becoz i start to make myself look better doesn't mean i'm seeing anyone.. so my ans to her is. NO.. n i'm not gonna see anyone.. haha.. she was pretty angry n say:" u wan to be left on shelf forever arh".. well.. if thats the case to be.. so be it.. i don't seems to be bother about this kind of thing anymore.. haha..
right now i'm leaving my FYP aside.. wait till the submission of learning contract the war shall begin.. no space to breathe.. lol..
so Mina-san.. gambatte kudasai..
-shanz-
FYP
We are now into week 3 of FYP.. How did the 3 week pass i really dunnoe.. haha..
Well seems like since the start of FYP I'm stuck with Ryce for almost all the consultation, which is pretty cool as we helped one another here n there but always ryce helped me more.. haha..
Ya as usual Alfie is always the one ppl hunting for. I've got Julian as my supervisor.. he's a funny guy with a lot of ideas to share.
Gail gave me a lot of ideas for all i can say n alfie helped a lot in the thinking and visual communication part. Which is quite a nice combi of alfie's n gail's idea.. haha.. and sharon pointed out faults in my idea which kinda knock some sense into me.. Pretty cool. I've yet to see Julian this week.. OMG where is he.. Julian Julian Julian.. haha.. pardon my lameness..
ya from the start till now i can really say tat i'm still on track.. i haven loose my momentem, i really cross my fingers n hope i won't get confused.. SIMPLE is the word..
A few things to bare in mind..
1. do not take the TA as idiot.. they are smart..
2. do not think you idea always works.. listen more
3. hunt down every single person who u think can help u.. n every bit f the chance to dig ideas from lecturers.. lol..
ok all the above is jus my stupid idea..
The Beginning , Middle and End.
Act I, Act II, Act III
Climax, Twist and Resolutions..
arhhh.. to much theory running thru my mind.. "Running in Slience" .. oops Ryce's Band Promo Singles..
I jus hope that FYP gives everyone a good experience, dun put grades or trying to compete as priority. Think out of the box but not out of ya limits.. U are jus trying to kill yourself..
Ok back to work.. paper work, paper work.. interim interim..
-shan-
