Thursday, December 15, 2005

Breakfast

alrite.. a quick post today..

had sharons vid pro today.. unlike the usual days..

ingrid was on an emo mode this morning.. so i suggested to accompany her to the reservoir but god noes who suggested goin to Mac for breakfast.. so in the end onli hans me n ingrid decide to go.. den Sharon overheard saying she wan to have Mac for breakfast.. okie.. so 4 of us went..

so yeah.. it was hilarious to see sharon eat... make alot of noises of satisfaction.. lol.. yeah n she influenced ingrid to have her 2nd serving... cannot believe sharon can have a big breakfast meal n an extra hotcakes.. lol.. n the ingrid goes having her hotcakes n a saugage muffin.. lol.. hans n i was like.. OKIE.. u guys can really eat..

oh well.. its something that we dont do frequently.. lol..

so accompany kath to get her bank account set up.. den kinda pissed coz my doctor appointement is pushed to next week.. n i'm like gonna die soon..

feeling very uncomfortable the entire day.. not jus me.. ingrid kath n ryce is also the same.. we didn take anything simalar or anything wrong.. but the whole stomach feelings very uncomfortable n wanna puke.. *eyes roll*

kinda fun today on the vid pro shooting with ingrid n kath.. interesting n fun.. had chris accompany us... hoho.. thanks arh.. lol.. at all about today.. came home n was dead beat.. gonna slp early today.. cannot be bothered..

N i am dissapointed certain stuff i encounter.. haiz.. well... nvm la... wat its like i jus do wat i am suppose to do untimatley different ppl put their piroity differently.. cant stress on anyone to change their pirority..

negative mode 80%


-shan-
sign off x.x

Friday, December 09, 2005

SIP????

k its been the second day after my interview with moving visuals.. the interview went very smoothly n Laura actually said she likes our P2 proj.. i'm like yea of coz but i don feel the credit at all.. i've asked adrian this questions.

Me: adrain, should i show our p2 for my interview?
Adrain: yea.. why not?
Me: but i don feel tats my work..
Me:i mean its a group work..
Me:how am i going to explain my job contribution towards the proj..
Adrian: u did contribute in the production like location recce, logging.. this n that..
Me: yea basically tell them i'm there to be a runner(thinking to myself)

final verdict.. depression!

oh well, if by tmr Laura didn reply me i think i'm gonna go back to Flex Video.. which is oso good in a way coz i noe the boss n noe wat the company require me to do..

was consulting shirlyn the other day actually i was alr accepted by FLEX long ago.. but i feel like trying new place.. yea i shouldnt do tat la.. its bad.. but i wanna try la.. her ans was oso encourage me to try new place.. but moving visual hasnt reply.. maybe i shouldnt have too high hopes in it.. so i wun feel so bad if i didn get in.. well.. -imagination-

funny thing is recently finding myself very annoying.. n i dunnoe why am i like tat.. kinda feel out of place here n there.. well i dunnoe wat has happen for me to think like this.. hiaz...

aunt was asking me how to celebrate my bday.. mom n dad not keen to help.. hiaz.. dunnoe la.. den invitation oso dunnoe who to invite to prevent akwardness.. puzzled..

afew FYP frens ask me for help.. which i'm happy tat they wan me to help.. but pls i dunnoe wanna to be make USE of!! hiaz..

perhaps the onli thing to brighten me up is a reply from moving visuals.. but when the reply comes i will have another headache to reject another company.. argh!!..

positive mode 10%

-shanz-

Thursday, December 01, 2005

I need more TIME!!!

arh ok damn stress afterhaving pcomdi this afternoon.. i'm like not even 1% of the checklist..OMG.. hiaz..

and still haven got my SIP company which i feel even more stress.. arh.. have the urge to do my portfolio but when ever i turn on AE, PS and illustrator i dunnoe wat to do for it.. my ideas jus pop or hibernate.. arhh.. ya i noe ppl will den say write it down.. hah.. but i didn server me rite.. =.=

nothing of this week.. everyone jus busy wif work n SIP esp.. hiaz. well.. i dun mind any company but i dun wan to be alone in the company which i feel very weird esp when the entire company only has u alone as intern.. lol..


well basically when ever school starts evenone's like on war.. haiz..

everyone got hooked onto the new bugs game.. lol.. which can be found on www.orisinal.com.. do try out the flash games.. they r easy n fun n cute.. haha.. k k tmr having whoile day lesson. gonna rest soon..

signing off
-shanz-