Clealyan's Journal

SIP????

k its been the second day after my interview with moving visuals.. the interview went very smoothly n Laura actually said she likes our P2 proj.. i'm like yea of coz but i don feel the credit at all.. i've asked adrian this questions.

Me: adrain, should i show our p2 for my interview?
Adrain: yea.. why not?
Me: but i don feel tats my work..
Me:i mean its a group work..
Me:how am i going to explain my job contribution towards the proj..
Adrian: u did contribute in the production like location recce, logging.. this n that..
Me: yea basically tell them i'm there to be a runner(thinking to myself)

final verdict.. depression!

oh well, if by tmr Laura didn reply me i think i'm gonna go back to Flex Video.. which is oso good in a way coz i noe the boss n noe wat the company require me to do..

was consulting shirlyn the other day actually i was alr accepted by FLEX long ago.. but i feel like trying new place.. yea i shouldnt do tat la.. its bad.. but i wanna try la.. her ans was oso encourage me to try new place.. but moving visual hasnt reply.. maybe i shouldnt have too high hopes in it.. so i wun feel so bad if i didn get in.. well.. -imagination-

funny thing is recently finding myself very annoying.. n i dunnoe why am i like tat.. kinda feel out of place here n there.. well i dunnoe wat has happen for me to think like this.. hiaz...

aunt was asking me how to celebrate my bday.. mom n dad not keen to help.. hiaz.. dunnoe la.. den invitation oso dunnoe who to invite to prevent akwardness.. puzzled..

afew FYP frens ask me for help.. which i'm happy tat they wan me to help.. but pls i dunnoe wanna to be make USE of!! hiaz..

perhaps the onli thing to brighten me up is a reply from moving visuals.. but when the reply comes i will have another headache to reject another company.. argh!!..

positive mode 10%

-shanz-

posted by Cleaylan's Journal @ 10:35 pm