Saturday, December 19, 2009

Steamboat crave

today went out with my wpl mate to bugis for steamboat.. yes! Friday night so hard to get a proper place to eat. so we hump tump bola choose one coz our crave for steamboat was way before our exam, so muz statify the crave.

the place was not too bad althou the selection was not like very fantastic but the ultimate aim was to hang out.. Cassandra joined us after much of my sai-nei request.. She definitely is one woman tat makes fren with every one. Glad my mate liked her.. one good joker.

took quite some pics shall get zoe n crystal to upload asap.. damn they took a lot of unglam pics man... -.-

through out dinner kept chatting about him which i was caught by cassandra.. she's damn sharp la.. ok i admit, yes, i like him, but there's no chance inbetween anyway.. well so much about him n those interesting things he had told us... missed him alot.. thou will not text him again and hopefully i don't have to again.. coz ultimately i know that its totally impossible..

so told myself to move on and hope i can do it well.. dun like the feeling now.. so lonely and miserable.. let this be the last moment missing him.. :"(


missing you...

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

有心动的感觉

好久 好久 没有这种感觉了
慢慢的 渐渐的 也在寻找 在回味

成经年轻的心 常常渴望
随着年龄的增长 也渐渐的淡忘了

有时问了问自己的心 真的忘了吗?心如直水了吗?没有渴望了吗?

也就在这时候 短短的几个月 渴望却淡忘已久的感觉 为什么又会重新被燃起呢?

为何在离别时特别的悲伤 时时刻刻脑海里还想着你的执著与潇洒、勇气与义气、温柔与体贴?

这样的一个你 会没有人为你着迷吗?你又重来没动心过吗?

金钱 地位 事业 你都拥有了? 难道你就没有渴望能拥有爱情与一个完完整整属于你的家吗?

父亲的离去 年少的阴影 让你对家这个东西完全没有信心吗?

如何才能让你重新相信 美满的家是可以属于你的。

我很想知道这个答案 但是我又能用什么立场来向你要求这个答案呢?

不过 还是很安慰的是 在离别能够看到你那永远灿烂的笑容 也算满足了。

也只能说因为年龄的差距而相逢恨晚。

想对你说的则翻话 也只能在网上漂流着。

可能 或者 也许 有一天 你会发现到我的存在 也就知足了。



有缘在见了。。。。