Sitting In Pictures
I'm in Sitting In Pictures for 2weeks already. It wasn't a bad company, people in there does their things well, some people are friendly and nice inside. But the place can say it's a little bits messy and disorganise but is stil working well.
I'm now working on a Kids Central TV drama. So what am I doing in SIP? nothing but casting and looking for locations high n low. Bump into Jayce on Thursday when I was on my way to meet gracie for dinner. As usual she says my forte is in casting, which is -.- coz i have ran out of ideas where to find kids. Talented kids is not easy to find, that's y Kids Central keep on re-using those kids. Oh well...
Trick and Treats, Assistant Direct by Philo is finally on air. Last week was the first episodes and the poll for trick n treats compared to little coach was like extreme ends. Trick and Treats won!!! haha.. wonder which company did little coach?? hehehe...
Life is getting more and more bored, nothing interesting, everyday is just go work, return from work, eat, sleep.. only saturday might be a little interesting. Went out with a ryce to arab street actually i was there looking at locations. But the location wasn't ideal so end up shopping with her to see more materials... ended up she bought quite a lot of materials. haha..
IT's already late October, soon it's Christamas and we will have 2 people missing Christmas with us. That is Asto and Gracie lorr.. Haha.. well hope they have fun and return SOON!..
It's Sunday today aready, time really flies and my weekend is left with half a day.Tomorrow will be monday bluez again. Sigh!..
Yesterday went shopping with mumy. The very first time i initiate to ask her go shopping with her. I think when you started working you'll find that family is the most important thing to you. Hehe and to think of this is the first time i went out with mummy shopping till she started to complain tired coz usually i'm the first to say i'm tired. Hoho.. bought 100 over dollars at Giodano coz they recently have some nice blouse and jackets. I bought the half waist jacket coz it looks cute and comfortable. ehhe.. then so happen I became their member *out of the blue*. Ok la. coz i bought some tee for my mom.. haha
Was chatting with Linus yesterday afternoon, poor him. Guys dun complain coz Linus is suffering much worse then those not in OCS. And the bad news is.. he kenna confined for the next 4 weekends doing guard duties. ANd he sound really depressed and lonely.. I think Jacky might have a depression kaki soon.. keke.. kidding..*cross my fingers i hope not*.. I really hope those guys just pull thru NS well. Take care everyone!
Alright time to go swimming, the one and only thing i'm looking forward every weekend!
-shan-
情
亲爱的日记：
心情是忙碌的。
感情是空白的。
友情是灰白的。
亲情是温暖的。
做孩子的常常觉得， 妈！你好烦。
做朋友的常常觉得， 喂！你好吗？
做情人的常常觉得， 我爱你比你爱我多。
做自己的常常觉得， 做自己真的是很难。
为什么人常常以自己为中心？对朋友就两肋插刀？为情人是全心全意？对亲人就随心所欲？
妈对我常常说；朋友没有永远的，只由亲人是永久的。
常常遇到和朋友不合就常想起 妈妈的这句话应验了多少次? 我也数不清了。
一次又一次的感受到来自朋友的背叛。可是往往每次都说服自己去原谅与谅解， 试着去站在他们的立场 为他们设想。 有几个会为你设想呢？我还找不到一个彻底的答案。
一次又一次的感受到来自亲情的温暖。可是往往每次都以德报怨，理所当然，不成试着去站在他们的立场 为他们设想。 每个都是100% 为你付出。这是个拥翠不便的答案。
人生难得有个知己就够了。 我还没找到我的， 希望你以找到你的。
不过人生难得拥有一份好亲情，我以拥有我的，希望你也拥有你的。
以上我的这份心情是献给在读的每个人。偶尔想想一下你的中心点和地平线还是否相秤吗？
-杉-
在试着思考那所谓的中心点与地平线。
Shimin's Bday n Steamboat
First time celebrating one of our friends birthday on a weekday-a friday night.
Yes, it's early Birthday celebration with Shimin. Actual birthday is on Monday. Met up with yoyo to go tangs, taka and paragon to look for shimin's prezzie.. hehe.. end up bought her a white wallet to replace her aunty wallet. Both yoyo n i saw it when we step into tangs, but we waited for zhili and teng to arrive before buying. But then we end up buying the same wallet at paragon coz the one at tangs is dirty. but the nice bling bling on the wallet is there's a gold crown which is so lovely.. hehe.. yea is very shimin la.. lol..
So we went IVINS (upper thomson) for dinner.. super long que.. although we made reservation we also have to wait for an hour, everyone was super hungry that everyone of us ate more then one bowl of rice. 我们都饿坏了。。。。the food is not bad and best of all it is really cheap. 8 of us eating about 12 dishes only cost us 80 plus bucks.. but sad to say the desert that day not very nice, the only spoiler of the day.
Everyone wanted to go home w/o "giving" shimin her bday prezzie as we told her we trat her to dinner la.. haha.. but ya la we went mandai to celebrate her bday la.. photos are all up in facebook..
On saturday met up with some IMD ppl for steamboat at bugis. haha.. that was my one and last meal of the day. We took 2 hours eating steamboat and then went to suntec to watch the lauch of HD tv, nothing special actually. During the lunch samson mention having IMD chalet.. lol.. i wonder willl that be a dream.. [CHALET]...Later on met up with gracie and asto in the evening for dinner. Before meeting asto, Gracie, gQ n i was at the bugis junction sq there listening to Zhang Zhen Yue singing.. Wah lau n graice mention him looking like one of our IMD peep.. Spoil my love for Zhang Zhen Yue lor, i've been listening to his songs since secondary school la... hurrrr.. GRACIE!!!!!!!..
Shop around bugis at gracie is looking for a new bag.. I think i'm really tired so i'm a lil like impatient.. haha..end up chatting in starbucks.. i had the new green tea frap with blueberry.. it's pretty refreshing.. its nice but pretty ex la.. 6 plus for a tall cup. hehe..
Left bugis heading back to tampines with gQ n asto as gQ came to bugis to meet us after meeting his fren. Went Tampines Safra watch asto bowl 2 games.. hehe.. first time see her bowl lorrrrr... hehe..
Sunday today was oso very tiring for me, dun ask me why coz i'm oso not too sure. Went swimming at Casandra's house. Went swimming alone, watching ppl swim around me, watching kids learning swimming, watch a lot of babies swimming.. literally babies not even 18months la.. they are so cute, especially one lil baby boy who has a singaporean mommy n a ang moh daddy.. he is so pretty and adorable.. He's dad last his swim suit on the way and he is so excited that he start pulling his diapers off wanting to jump into the pool.. haha even the mommy oso no choice but to hold him near the pool play water waiting for his dad.. Imgaines the kraft cheese lil boy boy, it's almost like him but the smaller n younger version.. the mommy saw me looking at him and we smile.. he's really adorable la.. with him there's another 2 babies oso.. oso boys.. oso very cute n pretty lor.. i thought this 2 was cute but when i saw the ang moh mix baby i was so mesmerise by him la.. haha..
Went petrol kiosk to get some titbits b4 dinner and saw ben and jerry's on sales at 2 pints for $19.90 and Hagendaz 2 pints for $21.50, have the urge to buy ben n jerry's but thinking no one at home to share with me so not buying.. bro will be back one week later.. so sad.. lonely for another week... still looking for jobs here and there.. lol..
-shan-
期待你会无意之间发现有个地方让你躲雨
1 week
My hell for the pass 4 days was finally over. Another place which dis-allow me to stay for long, one of the employee can actually tell me this, "this is a place to start, but for sure is not a place to stay". Ya true, I've started it and learn to be smart about it. I don't wanna say anymore about what had happen although the other party says something really bad like going to put my reputaion at stake. I'm jus taking it as a person talking crap with totally ZERO EQ. She can't even listen to explaination properly, she thinks she hires you, your heart, your soul n your everything belongs to her. F**K it. I don't give a damn as you dun have a very good reputation too either.. If u haven know!.. [anyway i doubt she'll be able to read this, stupid woman]
Finally after a few days of nightmares dreaming about work. Can you believe it that u can't actually differentiate you're awake working or you are sleeping and dreamin about work. Perhaps I thought I've been to hell from my intern company, but this is worst.. Chinese speaking: 天外有天，人外有人，一山还比一山高。 i really really totally agree to it man..
Anyway was out with Gracie on saturday afternoon, her objective is to get a pair of leather shoes and my objective is to go out to have some fresh air. End up, we spend a lot of time chatting, catching up those days that we have missed. And I actually remember Stan says this
Stan: why you so suay, always get into suck companies.
me: *shrugs* beat me
So i was telling Gracie that after hearing wat stan says, I told my mom about it. and guess wat my cute mama says?
Me: mommy, why am i so suay to get into such companies?
Mommy: no luck lor, very long never go temple already rite.
Me: -.-..
Mommy: Go to the temple urself and ask them teach u how to 打小人。
ME: [i'm actually totally amaze at wat my mom says] -.-
So ya gracie laughed lor. Both of us had great time together chatting and relaxing. Appreciate some of her comments and thoughts that I won't even think off.
Ok.
Came across my darling Emily's blog. and i rip it off her blog this little picture with some words which i find it really true. And becoz its singapore, therefore you are able to hear this. Do you hear this from the States and Europe countries??? haha..
if its too small,i think you can click on to the picture to see it more clearly!
To dear boss,
I dun really need the BEST EMPLOYEE AWARD, jus treat your employee slightly more humanly we will greatly appreciate your effort and strive for the company!..
Thank you!
After this incident, I really have seen through the culture of this industry and Singapore, you still have a long way to go to even compare to other countries la.. 没有那么大的头， 不要戴那么大的帽子。you won't be able to see what's better in front of you!.
Seriously, I doubt local companies a lot. Once bitten, Twicw shy. I shall learn.....
-shan-
眼泪才是真实的
