Test
Was checking some email and one of the email is jus a url. So I click on it and did the test. It's a simple test asking you to draw a house.
House TestThis was what i drew. And some how I feel I lost my sense of drawing.. I think a primary school kid can draw better then me.. haha
And my rest was:
You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes. When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be. You are not a romantic person by nature. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.
I won't say if ite true or false. But some how certain things is quite true.. hehe
-shan-
Colors
If I'm blue, will you be my listener.
If I'm green, will you be my sweetener.
If I'm red, will you be my sugar.
If I'm pink, will you be my lover.
If I'm yellow, will you be my shelter.
okie about all i'm not too sure wat strikes me to write those, but are you able to guess wat the color means? hehe
to wasn't a very nice day for me.. sighh.. off to bed.. blog when i'm better.
-shan-
明知是不可能就只能努力的去望了他。明知是不可能就别再刻以去伤害自己。明知是不可能就让他随时间慢慢淡忘。
Hairspray!
This morning wasn't a very nice day I guess. Suppose to meet ryce at 1pm and due to waiting for justin we ended up reaching Hilton at 2pm. It's the damn traffic that cause all this man. Asto was getting motion sickness from the cab that constantly starts and stops.
Finally we reached Hilton and ryce was carrying so many different Uni's 'books' in her hand ( they are actually so call brochures), yeap, ryce n i intend to go australia to further our studies but not so soon yet probably end of next yr. Griffith allow us 1.5 yrs of advance standing n Queensland Uni of Technolog allow us 0.5 yrs of advance standing. Some of their minor is about the same as we did in poly. Took like 8 books out of like 10 over schools there, some are sloley business Uni. Asto manage to check out one of the Uni one some sort of F&B management I think. So we spent half a afternoon there and then we head to bugis for lunch and ryce n i head for arab street to buy some stuff while asto n justin hang out bugis junction. While we're at the Diploma 2 degree, ryce took out this pic of small paper with some drawings on it. It was her map to show us where arab st was and justin was commenting that is was very comprehensive. hehe.. And guess wat ryce n i went up going one big round where arab st is so near bugis. but the walk was fun coz we chat and hunt for the place oso finally know how to take shortcut to return to bugis.. haha..
So later on due to the super late lunch at 3 30 we had we skipped our dinner and went to catch Hairspray at Cineleisure the place where yong didn go b4.. muahaha(I'm repeating again for dunno how many times...haha. HAIRSPRAY ROX! OK.. the music was great, that asto wanna sing along with it.. haha.. oops.. and i feel like dancing with them too.. muahaha..keke.. nvm get to dance soon.. 1st Sept!.. lol..I'm gonna get buy the DVD for Hairspray for collection man.. hehe.. really cool, funny n super super retro.. hehee..
Right now my arms are aching due to carrying that 8 books and my feet feels burning hot from the long walk from bugis to arab st n back to bugis. Poor ryce, i think she'll be more tired coz she has extra things to carry! oops.. hehee..
hoho all the best to me on monday's basic theory test. My bro make it sound so difficult.. criesss.. off to bed! night night!
-shan-
敷衍跟肤浅只是一线之差。
敷衍是客观的利用形容词。
肤浅是在表面上用形容词。
你会选择一个敷衍你的人？
还是。。一个肤浅的人呢？
1 Week
It's been past one week. This one week nothing happening happened. But on Monday went to watch 881 aith Astoria, Justin and Jacky. It was touching to tears and hilarious till stomachaches. I wouldn't say the storyline is really fantastic but the strong bond and the chemistry between the 2 sisters really touches my heart, even real blood sister wouldn't have such chemistry. We missed about 5 mins in the beginning coz Justin is late!!!!... Well, but we still enjoyed the movie and I cried and my eye feels puffy. The next day evening Christopher suddenly msg me that I should watch it. haha.
Next movie to catch will be Jay Chou's - Secret. Heard that it was good and the trailer was bot bad too. Will be catching it with Asto and Gracie, and maybe meeting ryce(not sure if she's watching). But for sure if we are watching Hairspray she'll watch with us. haha.. Astoria is sitting right beside me sharpening pencils ( u know thw job is fromherm, roll eyes, roll drums lo).. Asto complaining she broke liao watch so much movie this week. haha..
Hur went out with ryce on saturday, searching fror gifts and walking to sim lim, to mustsfa then back to sim lim. Justin fixed a new CPU. Went to his place to help him a bit and he;s like a kid so fascinated by the blue light from the CPU. -.- .. ya.. very zen hor. Sunday was a really bad day for me. KO at home the entire day coz i'm sick, slept till 3pm lo. Monday morning didn;t wan to come to school but thinking of its asto's first day in school so have to come lo.. hurrrr :'(
Yesterday lunch was fun, asto n I had lunch in the staff lounge with yong n jeff. We turned on the TV to watch martha stewart and yong keep saying he works for this person that person, e is the onli straight guy in the team. -.- hur like i care.. muahaha.. but was fun cos he is so random. As everyone knows he has never had his foot on Cineleisure b4 so unable to take me "suaning" him, he ask me to bring him there. My reply was can.. anytime but u drive. haha.. Today asto n I will continue to watch martha stewart again.. hehe today;s content about the chocolate easter eggs.. yummy...!!!
YEA! its 12pm when I finish blogging.. off to luch n martha stewart!!..
-shan-
Astons Specialities
Finally the shoot for IDMC was over n I am busy transcribing. Suddenly gail called.
Gail: "weishan, julian said he super hungry can we go for early lunch?"
ME: " Err huh? but adrian n i jus had breakfast like 9"
Gail: " so how?"
ME: " er how arh.. go lo"
Gail: " ok meet at in 15mins (that was 11:08am)
So I'm happy transcribing n transcribing forgetting abt the time till abt 11 25 i called adrian to come collect his laptop back. So after packing we head up to keep the stuff, rush to the toilet and met up with julian, gail n yoke ee at 11 40.. hahaha... almost the same time we initially suppose to meet at 11 45.. lols
So julian ask where's the place so adr told him the place. Then
Julian: It better be good man, I'm very hungry.
Gail: If it end up like our school canteen chicken chop we might as well eat here.
I cannot tahan anymore
ME: Please la.. sure u won;t regret. U won;t drop ur glasses la..
ya so happily we popped into julian's alfa romeo n travel to astons.
The que wasn't very long but the waiting of the fod was pretty long.. everyone had their food except me n I'm the first to order lo.. So julian had the wagyu beef..
Yoke Ee: How was it? is it good?
Julian: [no words came out of his mouth coz all he can do is shake his head n finally said- wah is good man..]
all the lecturer commented it is good lo... so next time bumping into lecturers at astons wouldn't be a surprise.. haha..
Pretty fun having lunch with lecturers esp Julian.. one of the conversation in the car between julian n gail..
Gail: u know wat, i was talking to ur wife the other day and she said "Julian is such a boy, everyday he races with me to see who gets home first"
Julian: yea its fun, cheap thrill..
so on the journey we also complained abt our job then dunno sudddenly i think julian was talkin to yoke ee n he said this- when u have been to hell, u know wat is heaven. Which is very true for me in the world of transcribing.
I was very busy transcribing for 360productions a few weeks back as some of u know how i transcribe day n night non stop till i almost KO. So when gail ask me to transcribe i'm like wat i'm goiing thru hell again. But it turns out the transcribing was pretty fast n easy lo. hhaha.. so i was happy with the job in hereafter with the school mac book pro n a set of the editing suite to myself. And so nice of adrian accompany me although he is doin nothing.. i guess he oso dun wanna see me sit there transcribing alone.. initially i was pretty sure he will jus leave me to do everything myself but hehe.. but seems like wise. Today was his last day as temp in TP actually, but going all out to help gail he'll be back to complete the last interview we missed yesterday. HURRRR our adrian leaving to further study soon.. so sad... n our kath oso leaving to van soon... cries..
Anyway I'm online at this moment suppose to meet a few ppl online.. ryce, asto n gracie.. ryce took her initiative to PM me.. then i haven PM asto coz she said she will be appearing offline.. n GRACIE where r u laaa.. i PM u lo.. then u no reply... 100% sure u KO in bed alr.. arghhhh.. haha..
Anyway over dinner julian keep promoting his movie call Old Boy.. is something for adults as in 21 n above.. he said everything inside was tramautising.. oh well wait till i watch it before i say anything.. but yea the genre is so wide... thru the journey julian was tokin to adrian abt the film alot.. n ask him to watch.. so yea he borrowed it from our library n i tagged along.. then finally he turn to me n say actually u should watch but is for 21 n above la.. My first reaction was..
ME: I'm past 21.. i'm 22..
Julian: oh really? thats good then u should watch it..
Behind my mind i'm thinking how come he didn tell me to watch during the conversation whenever he mention the film is becoz I THINK he THINKS i'm below 21.. -.- haha.. i'm so happy that i dont look 22.. hur -.-..
Its really funny listening to julian lo.. he really is like a boy.. haha.. sorry.. hehe.. n he said he bought 2 baby shih tzu.. hoho is so cute.. 2mths onli.. haha.. then found out all the lecturers on the table have dogs at home.. lol.. so i was joking when jualian say it was so small that it looks like a ball of fur.. so I said..
Me: becareful when they are on teh sofa.
Julian: blank
Me: Becareful u dont sit on it..
Julian: ( let out a sound of dogs getting squash ) then i can call for bbq dogs at my place..
everyone laughs..
ok thats about time i need to sleep.. long day of transcribing tmr.. hurrr sianz recieved a msg from someone that i dun wanna think of.. :'(
-shan-
你说过的一字一句都是谎言。不要在我面前装的若无其事。痛恨你乘经说过的甜言蜜语。今晚的心情是带着恨意入眠。在也不是为你而默默掉眼泪。
Lunar 7th Month
This should be posted yesterday but i was too busy with my 'I Miss' list till i forgot abt this.
I went to Mediacorp for an interview as an Sechduling Executive n when i was showering jus i something strikes my mind.."hey its the 1st day of lunar 7th month n i got a interview, my first interview in mediacorp" .. I wonder wat it means.. let's say if i got shortlist I'll definitely find it eerie coz I've posted a few resum to Mediacorp but all no news.. *shivers*
And I remember that morning I took a free ride from YoYo's dad to Mediacorp for interview. In the car, the radio was playing the Top Ten NOT TO PLAY SONGS IN THE MONTH OF LUNAR 7TH MONTH.. i was l;aughing at some of the songs they play esp the 费玉清song 千里之外coz it goes 我送你离开 千里之外 你是否还在。。 alamak at that instance i was laughing non stop.. Then when the song end the DJ Zhi Yong was telling the audience that his mom reminded him that its the lunar 7th month, so don't stay out too late. So out of kind heart he sms-ed a few of his friends telling them its the lunar 7th month dont stay out late. Then one of his favourite reply was "好！要早回家，那我们打麻将就打到早上才回吧！".. Its so funny u're suppose not to stay out late but instead of staying at home they actually stay out late to play overnight mahjong.. it was really funny...
So last night when i returned after work, i didn take the usual route up the ramp to the lift, i took the stairs as i walk towards the lift I pass by a whole stretch of Superstitious Chinese Praying n Burning Incense, not that i'm not superstitious but to the extend of burning n creating more harm to our environment I'm like OMG the ozone layer gonna grow another few cm . Sigh. So as i continue to walk i turn to the lift n rite in front of the lift door lie the damn black cat again. Why am i always gotten in the way of the damn cat then finally today i saw a blow of cat food n water. Someone's feeeding the damn cat la.. Damn Black Cat.. cant imagine if i return home staring at him eye to eye.. he's a lazy bumb that slps none stop la..
Finally today the IDMC shoot is finally over but i guess there bound to have some re shoot.. I'm missing from GOfrontdesk for almost a week alr.. then the GO ladies was saying u r finally back so i replied not entirely coz i'm down with 2 tapes of interview to transcribe. N i totally noe nuts about wats IDMC n majority of the intervewee oso dunno wats IDMC n dunno how are they involved.. Cant imagine thats how school work rite.. Oh Well.. welcome to the working world thats all i got from some of the interviewee n gail.. One of the interviewee was Darryl David, haha.. he's a funny guy but he really knows how to make or rather speak in away that although u don't know much but playing ard with words makes u sound u know a lot.. thats cool abt being a presenter b4.. muahha.. N we "shot" him at the amphi theatre.. he commented his ^ yrs in TP he has never attend any events at amphi.. lol.. come to think off we oso dun have any events at amphi all our 3yrs... wat a waste of amphi.. lol..
Ohhh IMD gathering soon.. in the MONTH OF LUNAR 7th MONTH.. hiak hiak hiak.. shall we all stay out late for mahjong too?? hahha... Further details n notices after this week coz ryce n i busy busy busy.. ehhee..
k of to watch my idol show.. muahhaah...
-shan-
恋爱频率。
The 120 I Miss in TDS
Seeing xh n ingrid posting the "I Miss" list got me emo lo.. so i oso churn out one myself.. I wonder will we have the "Thank You" list or watever.. but here goes mine..
Before my I step into TDS
I miss the DAE when i have to sit for a unknown creative test.
I miss recieving the admission package the day before orientation.
I miss quarreling with my mom n dad upon deciding to enter TDS-IMD.
I miss the anxiety the day before I enter TDS
In TDS
- I miss knowing Philothea during orientation.
- I miss having victoria n freddy in all my classes.
- I miss the first day of school when i look so lost.
- I miss my 1st clique of frens -6 n a odd one out, shishi, shiling, shihui, cream, joanna, me n MAX!
- I miss the smelly cafe
- I miss the audio class where I first got to know ryce..n she took 1 wk of MC b4 submission
- I miss Hokkien Bond
- I miss the day when i needed a thumbdrive badly rainer unknowingly pop up to offer his thumbdrive while he's reading newspaper.
- I miss the day where we have to "chop" our studio table n started sticking all over the place.
- I miss my reader digest where ppl take, read n un-returned
- I miss VisLit in Tia's class.
- I miss the day where ryce, gq, joel, max n xj first came to my place (I had hard time cleaning)
- I miss the VidFund at Bedok Reservoir.
- I miss seeing something bad with gQ at Joel's place.
- I miss the day at gQ house jamming and maplestory-ing.
- I miss mud, gQ n joel PKing along with Kath.
- I miss Kath's Bday
- I miss Star/Planet gazing on Kath's Bday with Adrian's telescope
- I miss the walking home from school with a huge grp of ppl.
- I miss Culture n Expression where everyone is helping out in everyone's art work
- I miss Hans egoness
- I miss Justin cockyness
- I miss the lame things we did in audio room.
- I miss attending Yong's InMa
- I miss Yong always "shan ah"
- I miss 06-06 coz thats where i first cried in front of Yong
- I miss Yong's - HTML is like a SANDWICH
- I miss the so cramp Coasta Sand chalet
- I miss ryce soaking my camera in bubble soap
- I miss the sleep over at Abel's house
- I miss looking at "dead bodies" lying on abel's floor, sofa n bed
- I miss the Theme Park Escape where ryce gonna puke anytime
- I miss the Photo taking Session - record breaking photo taking session
- I miss HFC
- I miss H5
- I miss the Movie outings all over Singapore
- I miss Botero at Espalande
- I miss Ronald acting stern n stric towards us
- I miss Ronald's perspective test - cold sweat!
- I miss National Day fireworks watching with shiling at One Fullerton
- I miss all the quarrelings
- I miss MeowMoo n the street sell
- I miss camp design
- I miss Laofi in LT where we can see half of the class fall aslp watching movie
- I miss Internship at Moving Visuals where i got badly tekan n learn well
- I miss Tommy's InMa 2 where everyone started copying one another's PHP.
- I miss begging lecturer for extention of deadline
- I miss Sharon's Video Editing class where we can go Mac for breakfast
- I miss P2 where i am working with 4 guys - Adrian, Justin, Viet Jason n Hsien Xian
- I miss presentation
- I miss bitching n complainings
- I miss bassfish jamming
- I miss the jamming after dinner
- I miss orientation n end up in Ae with my junior- IVY
- I miss watching ppl sleeping all over the LT carpet floor during orientation
- I miss the semester chalet bbq
- I miss the clique of frens growing bigger n bigger
- I miss going out n had hard time finding places to eat or chill
- I miss Stanley's leadership
- I miss the cheers and TP mass dance
- I miss the 24/7 prata
- I miss Jam n Hop
- I miss our Yr 3 studios
- I miss watching the guys playing Slient Hill on 2 monitors turn studio into cyber centre
- I miss the bug game where we try to break one anothers record
- I miss watching movie in TP Library
- I miss the badminton days
- I miss Ingrid n Siyuan's emo-ness
- I miss Meh Meh's "si meh"
- I miss Kath's lameness
- I miss Asto watching me cry
- I miss Jacky always so emo n depression look
- I miss the looking for classroom days in yr 1
- I miss the Goodenough Production aka Superhero team
- I miss the Lecturers staying overnight with us
- I miss Production days with 4fps - the most crazy, fun n professional team.
- I miss the supper at night where adrian or hans will drive some of us out during FYP
- I miss the dinner "zhi char" days
- I miss the budget breakfast with ryce
- I miss group project
- I miss the super far bookshop
- I miss the sportshall shower during orientation
- I miss the Jupiter cafe's ice cream
- I miss the que in equipment store
- I miss the guys speaking in funny language
- I miss Chris being so hyperactive
- I miss the cold war with Abel
- I miss ppl from across courses appearing in IMD gathering
- I miss gQ's maturity
- I miss the guys gayness
- I miss rainer's full of foul language
- I miss rainer's cannot be bothered attitude
- I miss hiding in dark room with kath, ingrid hans, linus and CJ
- I miss the P3 days in 3D lab
- I miss mahjonging at rainer's place
- I miss the ghost story telling during the sleep over during FYP in Hereafter
- I miss the day of FYP submission where everyone runs the ramp
- I miss Linus being so gentlemen
- I miss Linus's FYP music piece - THE KIND OF LOVE...
- I miss the plannings and preparing of outings n gatherings with ryce
- I miss the cutting ques when so many unknow body appearing in Design Canteen
- I miss the chicken chop uncle toking to me in various unknow language to me
- I miss western food aunty always remembers my order
- I miss seeing Edmund super duper blue mood when buying drinks from him
- I miss the one and only DO NOT SERVE THE ARMY samson
- I miss gQ composing song for ryce, kath n me..
- I miss the aimless walking with rainer at bugis
- I miss the Rochor Beancurd with everyone
- I miss Astons Specialities with 4fps
- I miss the sneak out night for supper with Asto, adrian, Linus and rainer.
- I miss watching the guys play bball n soccer on Saturday morning.
- I miss all the illegal downloading with everyone
- I miss every years Genesis talk where Moses will go on n on
- I miss greeting Moses n end up he asking me a lot of nutcracking question
- I miss attending "threaten to go" talks
- I miss ryce always say she's tired
- I miss kath as a shoppin mate
- I miss the GO ladies including Gracie, Irene, Ailing, Sylvier n Alisa
- I miss seeing gracie pop out behind the wall in GO
- I miss our graduation
Really glad i chose IMD in TDS. Thank you everyone for completing the wonderful memories we had together in TDS. :)
-shan-
我不懂得取舍之带着一颗平常心
No Title..
Finally I have the time to blog, have been really busy with freelance job from 360 productions. 11 tapes to transcribe- 5 really tough tapes on full interview in chinese. God Crazy typing whole day and night till I'm so emo and sick. Okie don't want to talk about emo stuff. BUT I'm really crazy on transcribing that i tag on Philo's blog for her and ryce that we can meet up for mass transcribing day.
Talking to ryce online and she mentioned Philo's friend took 30 mins to transcribe 5mins worth of footage and she can not take it already. Oh well then what about ryce, philo n me?
SO long didn't chat with ryce already, so last night we chatted till pretty late altough both of us were very tired over transcribing we still chat a bit. Told her a that I MISS BASSFISH JAMMING SESSION. sigh when will we get to see bassfish perform again??
Gracie last day was yesterday. After work hang out at CDI for about an hour looking at her packing her stuff. And Adrian Daddy happy fixing the shredder machine coz he jammed it. Haha. I wonder is it fixed ^.~
to Gracie:I really will miss those days hanging out with u. But still wish u all the best at the new company.to Asto n Ryce:I can't wait for the 2 of u to come in. I'll be super lonely sitting at the front desk staring blankly.to Adrian Daddy:All the best for your studies. K need to buy u dinner for your help. hehe!to Justin n Jackie:2 of u really brother lo. Got injured in army. Please take care lo. N Justin stop telling me those scary things abt Army Jail , DB or whatever Military stuff. T.TN too all mentioned n the rest:SHALL WE HAVE ANOTHER GATHERING SOON? ANY IDEA??i happen to read gQ's tag reply on his blog last night. He mention gathering soon n he gave rainer new nick siah. haha.. wat it is can ask gQ lo.. haha..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Currently I'm so bored so i took this random test n they generate some stuff about me. I wonder if it's true lo. haha. coz i don't feel 100% true. hiak hiak hiak
I don't really favour fruity perfer floral instead.
I don't think I make a fool of others but mostly likely make a fool of myself..lol..
I still think VisualDNA better .. haha..
-shan-
他们说这就是人生
试著体会试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
