Clealyan's Journal

the gracie fall sick day n yong dinner night

gracie muz get well soon...

dun be stubborn.. see a doctor plssss...

damn the weather is making so many ppl fall sick.. clinic's having good business man.. the que always so long.. lol..

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gathering with yong tonight was pretty fruitful i guess. got him a roaul pen, very nice n nice to write according to mel. the meal was pretty alrite..

yong's life philosophy is so different lo..nice listening to him..

gas station vs petrol kiosk.. :p

the ride home was pretty long coz there's jam ...

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a lot of question poppin up in my head..

what do i want to do???????

time???

opportunity???

study??

money???


Ahhhh... sianz..

tmr got steamboat lo.. hope it will be a fun gathering too.. alamak.. we suppose to meet go chris place early for mahjong rite.. argh.. hahaha...

sleepy..


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-shan-


把心栓在旋转木马

posted by Cleaylan's Journal @ 12:15 am 0 comments

The Happiness

Last night was fun, sweet, romantic, lovely and lots of envious in the air.

My darling secondary friend got married last night. Hai thinking that near ten years ago we are all in sec one. Now she's someone's wife.

Yoyo was so envious that i ask KK when are you proposing to her. He's reply was co-habitat can liao.. no need get married. How can so 委屈 my best fren.. arghh.. haha.. but i guess like wat yoyo says he tok cock only. That's y i'm afriad in another 3 years time will be yoyo's turn.

We saw baby Kayden, he is so cute.. he keeps smiling at me then turn away shyly. Baby Caden was my ex boss's 6mths old son aka yesterday's bride cousin's son. He is really cute.. muz get one of his picture. He so smart 6mths only know ppl playing with him n he'll reach out to play with you more. I wanna carry him.. but i think his daddy scared i no experience lo.. haha.. yoyo was so gentle to him till Kayden's mom say Nooo Neeeed too gentle la.. he not that fragile.. i was laughing man.. haha..

When the dinner finally starts the highlight was a video montage of the bride n bridegroom's pictures and the song 今天我要嫁给你， it's damn touching can.. and last night both bride n bridegroom is so pretty and handsome.. haha..

The food was really not bad compared to some other wedding dinner I've eaten before. It's only a resturant with pretty good standard compared to hotels.. some hotel dun even have their standards. The cold dish was yummy.. the jelly fish was so nice.. yummy.. *drooling*.. and the last dish was yam paste which is my favourite.. i purposely skip the yee mee to eat the yam paste.. the sharksfin too starchy le.. a few of us (ladies) pour vinegar like pour water.. haha..

We took lots n lots n lots of pics but i think need to wait till everyone is free then can slowly upload. hehe..

When browsing thru the wedding pic book my "lao gong" ask me when is our turn? haha.. i say wait for "you" to propose lo.. lol.. my "lao gong" is still so lovely n kawaii.. *hugs*

Will always remember the secondary school days where we hang out here n there after school.. I really miss those happy n worries-free days .. hehe.. Can the time turn back to 10 years ago?

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Oh today ryce, philo came to school partly ryce has so many ppl to meet n philo need my HDD to burn out our video 2 in 1 DVD. So jared tagged along with us at Jupiter for lunch.. Chat with ryce for about an hour before lunch.. Toking mostly about an asshole.. haha... was pretty busy today walking up and down check out things n make sure things are all working well..

A small conversation in the canteen with Adrian n Gracie during tea time..

Adrian bought some kueh from the malay store and i was behind him thinking of getting something to eat coz i have tuition immediately after work.. so i so happen to buy same kueh as him.. then when we walk to the drink store to meet Gracie..

Adrian: U (meaning me) copy me buy the same thing.
Me:..-.-.. it's so happen that i wan to eat those mah..
Adrian: (turn to Gracie) Quick 吃醋！(means jealous)
Me: huh wat's there to 吃醋?
Adrian: (turn to Gracie) 你不会吃醋么？(then toking something abt his ex will 吃醋)
Gracie: Ya lo why you buy the same food as him.. i didn buy the same as him lo.. (Act to 吃醋-jealous)..
Me: -.-.. like that oso 吃醋, very tired n ??? leh.. lol..

I so bo liao this kind of things oso can blog.. but pretty funny la.. esp when adrian speaks in mandrian.. lol.. but i guess he improves a lot after hanging with gracie too much.. gracie is that kind of both mandrian n english oso powerful kind.. haha..



shan


我祈祷着幸福的将领。也愿友情人终成眷属。。 :)

posted by Cleaylan's Journal @ 10:56 pm 0 comments

Token Box

Dora n I found oue new talent n a new business idea. All thanks to emily's hubby complaining that buying 2 token box for wedding is so expensive coz each token box nicely wrapped and laced cost at $38 bucks. Is just a empty box with some laces onli..

This is jus those plain boxes.

so with a bit of laces u all can imagine yourself la..

SO.. Dora n I went on 2 days shopping trip to check out the cost of the boxes n the guest book. Bras Bersah got one shop that sells all this sells a very very nice token box n is the last piece.. SO i went to check out the price.. it's 89 bucks lo.. $.$'''.. haha..

Ya so thinking n thinking we DIY lo..

Travel down to PS to spotlight. One stop clear every thing .. total cost not even 40 bucks lo..

We got the cloth at 50% discount.. the cloth so nice that Dora wanna make it into shawl..lol..

So we started making

from this..

NICE??

First try lo.. Coz token box hard to find so can think of making it into business.. and ring pillow.. and the guest book of coz.. but this time we buy instead of DIY.. running out of time...

Hahaha.. anyone wanna customise their token box can ask me n dora.. hehe.. cheapest but good quality materials.. hahah..

-shan-



等待着。。。

posted by Cleaylan's Journal @ 1:14 am 0 comments

random topic..

today was usually bored at work althou not like i don't have things to do, is more of i dun feel like doing. Was busy helping gracie to cut paper cards for moses. hahah. so after all the cutting this n that is almost 3pm.

I'm so sian to carry on doing anything. So browsing websites around, visiting blogs here n there. Checking emails over n over again.

Oh today the most memorable thing was Khee Huat(PID) lecturer spoils te glass door at the GO. Not the big one but the one entering GO. haha.. He didn;t do it on purpose, he came in a his shoulder accidentally brushes the door too hard the whole metal plank came off leaving only ONE revert holding it. SO before the estates people come to take a look i went t get masking tape to tape the door. When the estate person came i told him only one revert (or rather screw) is holding onto the plank. TO my surprise he said it used to be no screw at all. Cannot imagin w/o any screws the whole plank would have just came off. Actually the metal plank is glued to the wooden plank hidden inside. OMG.. haha..

Another funny thing was I am suppose to help Gail collect submissions today. So some students came in late so i told them off that i can't accept it. Then came Lawrence with something like a submission package walk pass the glass. I quickly ask irene to help me get him off coz I know if its lawrence I die oso cannot reject coz he can say a lot of thigs just to make me stamp the time for him and allow him to submit. So i went to hide behind the wall, then so happen Helen came is from the front door and see me hiding. She ask me why am i hiding i was like.. arghh.. i cant let lawrence know i'm behind the wall.. lol..

today as usual Gracie is still blur blur de. Suppose to turn right she turns left. Suppose to go down she went up.. haha.. she is a damn funny girl lo.. but she oso has her cloudy days.. haha..

Oh and my kathy is coming back today midnight. Great she return when the sales jus ended.. argh.. but lucky.. bugis has this 3 day sales up to 50% starting from today over the weekends. haha.. maybe i shall go see see look look tomorrow. But I busy helping emily making token box for her wedding.. argh.. ALAMAK y i so busy..

today came home so sian.. watch tv, have dinner then shower.. haha but dunno wat got into me.. i usually takes about 15mins to shower.. but today i took especially long. haha almost an hour.. i actualy wash my hair twice.. lol.. coz i try on a new hair mask.. butter hair mask by redken.. not bad really make my hair so soft soft soft..

ohh.. so sian .. usally i online jon will come tok to me.. but weird he today never tok to me.. but wat he said last night i find him a bit crazy.. he actually say he might be down with dengue n he thinks its fun coz no one ard him has gotten b4.. crazy little boy.. haha..

By the way for everyone's info, our school management now has some big changes.. firstly congrats to YONG.. he IS promoted to IMD course manager.. elaine oso got promoted, helen oso got promoted n more... vani oso if i'm not wrong.. so school is like a crazy house of ppl moving up n down settling into their room.. ppl affecting always got chase by marina to clear their things, check their voicemail coz their number gonna change.. patching of phone line in n out.. n I will be busy going ard lecturers door to vandalise their door.. haha.. actually jus to stick their ext num. la.. haha..

I guess it's really fun working in school with so many ppl... althou something the work o do can be really boring.. oh and monday school starts.. the canteen will start bustling again.. ohh forget to comment mensa 2 salad bar has very nice apple strudle.. yummy yummy.. i shared it with gracie.. she prefer the apple to be softer but i prefer the apple to be a little crunchy.. hehe..

anyway i always think i have nothing to blog but end up my blog entry always so long.. jialiat.. haha..

-shan-


何时触摸到幸福的滋味呢？这是一个未知的答案。。

posted by Cleaylan's Journal @ 10:16 pm 0 comments

sianz sianz blog

well yea i was very sian now. haha.. sianz as in very tired.. today cady, marina n aunty sally went to course leaving me , gracie n irene only.. and moses pass job down to gracie n i.. panick okie.. he need some cards to be printed n cut out by today.. so when gracie finally finish n i bought the papers (coz school have no stock of other papers beside normal 80gms paper.. *eyes roll*). so panic n rushing for time we settle for the 120gsm from bookshop.

it was pretty hilarious that i always end up cutting n slicing paper.. on monday was steph's invitation for the cathay screening.. today for moses meeting.. haha.. true blue admin job leh..haha.. but pretty fun esp the ppl there.. hehe.. its a pity gracie leaving soon.. sadz sadz sadz.. she got a better prospect job so shouldn't make her stay la.. hehe..

working in tp GO isn't easy.. is mentally very tiring.. coz u dunno somethine impt will jus land on u n u have to finish it in time.. haha.. worst then fyp when u know that u have a certain deadline to meet.. haha.. but fun la.. learn a lot of stuff.. tp is really a place to learn more about life and people althou academic is to the piror..

the screening was pretty fun.. i heard that towards the end every director was called upon but when it comes to me everyone was serching for weishan.. sorry la.. i'm on official la.. standing outside as receptionist .. althou i can go in to watch but hai.. the kids p2 stuff is outside so yea cant really leave n watch in peace.. hehe.. but i',glad everyone had fun watching my film.. vani was the most hilarious in the theatre when showing my film.. she laughed so loud man.. haha.. so when everyone was dismissed i ask her is it really that funny.. she say muz add on to the dead atmosphere inside mah..haha... sort of having ppl falling aslp inside i guess.. hehe.. at least ronald is almost one of them.. he keeps walkin in n out of the theatre..

haha.. mange to tok to nic for orginasia.. n he actually gave me a lot of suggestion that i can improve my work.. which i probably will take a day off to work on my film.. hehe.. april oso commented that still can tighten a lot more.. hehe..

hehe leroy went for the screening.. he is so shy when he's at the gathering.. haha.. a lot of female student walk up to chat n play with him he so shy turn his back at them.. haha.. even his mom oso bo bian.. but when i call him he come so fast towards me.. haha.. he is so cute man.. hahaha.. cute n smart boy.. everyone in the theatre remembers his lines.. esp the combing hair one.. haha..

yea sharon came to GO to find me actually she pass by onli la.. she very funny say siyuan says no need p2 to upload the footage.. i think they have some miscommunication... true no need the p2 but u need the P2 STALL la.. lol..

anyway.. my life is atill empty n boring.. i saw a few company that i wanna go to when i saw the SIP data.. i wanna go hoods inc, threesixzero or wild mama tv.. coz i like hoods environment n the way they work very organise n a bit free n easy as long as work is done.. while threesixzero n wild mama tv do a lot of kids prog.. haha.. i jus plain love working with kids la.. coz u will never know wat they say might strike an idea for u to produce.. haha. kids are really smart n nice to work with when u understand their needs..hehe..


-shan-

还在等待着那份幸福的到来。。。

posted by Cleaylan's Journal @ 9:50 pm 0 comments

all the 3 in 1

this morning when i wake up i don;t feel as bad as perhaps is after the good cry n venting of sadness in me.





the words replied was pretty harsh thou but i wouldn't apologise for that as the disappointment and sadness still lingers in me.





i ask adrian this morning and he said to forgive la..





then i ask gracie wat does it means when i cried over the msg.. she simply says coz i really yearn to meet or coz i miss ...for that moment i feel better.. i didn forget to wish every single one of them that is going to army..i hope they'll enjoy n have fun..





today was a terrible day for me i guess.. the msg woke me up n i couldn't get back into my sleep.. was feeling very awful in office.. head spinning n eye lid keeps throbbing.. and a stack of SIP entry to do.. a stack of businesscard number to call for the HD screening on tuesday..





lucky everything keeps me very busy and keeps my mind off those unhappy situation.. but the situation in office really wears me off man.. not physically but mentally.. but i'm still lucky.. i guess adrian daddy n gracie is worse.. they stay so far yet so much to do.. esp poor adrian.. can really see how hard he tries to sustain his energy level..





anyway for everyone's information:

remember hearing what yong said earlier during our FYP?



yeah this is it.. some of our works has been selected for this screening.. the people being selected are.. adrian, linus, me, philo, lyn nd farius.. this is wat cause me to be so busy today.. busy calling the industry people to fill up 147 seats.. people who are interested and would like to interact with the industry people can approach the TP admin to make ur RSVP.. To all the directors please be at Cathay Cineleisure Orchard at 1pm on the 19th of June, Tuesday..



next is this company Sinematic approach some of us.. they have sort of selected some of our works too to post it on their website.. it might be free to view or pay to view.. adrian was complaining should pay to view lo if not we do so hard like no credits but on the other hand the company is nice enough to post it up for us free... well i dunno.. well but glenn has pass me his video.. rainer say submitting but in the end no news.. linus busy with camp.. adrian busy with the screening.. lol.. this Sinematic applies to anyone who wants their film posted online..whoever is interested please let me know.. ty

adree said...
Correction Weishan.What i said about sinematic is not about the money. Its more of the copyright, the privacy, and not losing the value of the film by letting it be just another one of those "videos" online like on youtube. Letting it being pay-per-view at least prevents that notion. Its not about the money.

shan said..

okie.. i see.. hehe.. yea true oso.. haha maybe cut trailer..

-shan-



我在思念那些美好回忆，也在等待我的幸福。

posted by Cleaylan's Journal @ 8:28 pm 1 comments

4:17:51 am

what kind of a message will make you cry in the middle of the night?

what does this means?

Happy knowing you but i guess i've finally surrender the friendship. perhaps is only my own wishful thinking to take the relation so serious.

if having to break your promise over n over again don't promise in the first place. Maybe I'm stupid to actually take every single word of yours.

Maybe this may not even affect you a little and perhaps you are having fun right now. You can say why can't i understand the situation. Ya, I really don't. Better well off..

I don't know what's after all these years. I'm just wasting my own time I guess.

Well just stay well and live better. All the best.


-shan-

Does every human really understand themselves fully?

posted by Cleaylan's Journal @ 4:46 am 0 comments

work.. work.. work

haha for those who still don't know.. i'm now temperorily working in our school GO. started work on friday, i keep feeling very sian so everytime i do the SIP data entry till i sian i turn to gracie n give the sian sian face. haha..

yea for the past one week i've been sick lo. cannot imagine i started out a little fever (that was the day of BBQ) so i took the acti-fast panadol that night thinking i'll be ok by morning. who knows.. omg the fever then turn into sore throat the next morning, so yea can really talk, becoz it's sore throat so i kept taking fisherman's fren lozengens. so when having a sorethroat n eating sweets causes phlem so whole day feelin very bad. on thursday is really KO man.. everything turns into running nose.. n there it continues running till i went to report work on friday n it started coughing n sore throat came back. till now n then the nose block or cough will come on n off.. but i guess during the day was pretty okie. have tom yam soup, stir fried pork with spice, sweet n sour deep fried fish and fried rice. (it was moses treat, yum yum.. thanks moses!)

so now i'm having nose block again. it wont be surprise if tomorrow i go work with another round or sorethroat or running nose or cough. yea actualy i'm waiting for myself to fall sick as the weather is really terrible.

I've been doing the SIP entry over the past 4 days.. yea it's mentally tired becoz have to be carefully to the spelling, as the ppl who fill in the forms either scribbles as if they are doctors or the fax machine sux coz the words looks pixelated or the alphabets are all stick together.. I'm playing guessing game to guess wats the particular alphabet is.. oh man tiring.. n physically tired coz sit there to long sometimes whole body feels so uncomfortable.. lol.. i guess i still need sometime to adapt.. hahah..

(4 working days have past) .. tracking..

-shan-

posted by Cleaylan's Journal @ 11:14 pm 0 comments

BBQ BBQ

First of all thanks to those who came and brought food. I think we kinda bought too much food coz everytime when there's BBQ we have the tendcy to cater for like 40 people becoz of chalet. But more food better then less i guess.

Last night BBQ was all right. Ryce n I reach there ealier about 2pm we meet up at White Sands, she bought a new wallet n I went NTUC buy KNIFE. Both of us was quite worried that it will rain, so ryce sort of like analyse the weather saying that if it rains in the afternoon it will not rain at night. haha. really it didn rain at night but it drizzle when we are at the park ready to go cycle, so since it's drizzling we went to the cafe there thinking we can play pool, ($2 per game) but there's a group of lower sec school kids playing. Surprising the know the rules of pool pretty well but they cannot play, cant even hold the que properly. They took like years to complete one game and the white ball keeps getting into the hole that the cafe man has to lend them an extra white ball as I think there's a certain amount of white ball getting into the hole is limited or timed i think. So we waited thinking they will play like one game coz sec school kids might not have so much money to play, but we are wrong they played till the third and we gave up waiting and go cycling.


After stanley n justin's meeting with moses in school, stanley call n both of us went to meet him at the White Sand's NTUC. We took like 15 bottles of drink, 1 ice box n 4 packets of ice. haha. Paiseh too heavy then called back to the pit where rainer, pris, eunice, sharon, xj n max already waiting for us there. Rainer, xj, max n sharon in the end walk out to help stanley while ryce n i cycle back to the pit, pris n eunice went to wash the potatoes, ryce, glenn n i went return bicycle. haha.. glenn said something.

Ryce n I: We go return the bike la, is almost 6 45 already.
Me: Glenn u stay to look after the bags n stuff?
Glenn(on xj bike): Oh then i cycle around here.

so ryce n i was on our way to the kiosk. on the way we saw eunice n pris return fromn the toilet and glenn appear tell them.

Glenn: I go return bike n help get back someone's card(ryce's card)

i was thinking. HUH? we rent 2 return 3. the bicycle kiosk uncle earn one free bike siah. haha.

Yea as we return the bike n head back to the pit those at NTUC return n justin arrived too. haha Justin went for a date before coming. haha. yea so when the charcoal we start the fire lo.. really a lot of food. and ryce took some video on how xj fan to get the fire burning.. science(oxygen supports burning)haha.. yea justin n stanley went off early lo.. then follow by hans n linus went off early while adrian n gracie arrive like after the sunset..

after the BBQ most of them went to glenn's place to played nintendo while people like me, ryce, kath n philo went home. haha my throat cannot take it le.. i guess cook too much not enough water.. hahha.. yea so to catch our bus, ryce, kath n i went off slightly early to catch the bus. for everyones info pasir ris interchange last bus mostly at 12pm some even till 1am.

AIYA..ANYONE SAW A WATSON'S PLASTIC INSIDE GOT 3 SMALL TIN CANS. ITS FOR PHILOTHEA.. ANYONE SAW IT????

Overall i think the BBQ was fun la. Althou its a monday quite a lot make it in time. Most of them haven got work, some waiting for enlisting.

Oh one funny thing justin did. Justin walks over to Stanley who is preparing to start fire.

Justin: eh stanley look over there (pointing digonally across the sea) 9days.
Stanley: what 11 days?
Me: tekong lo.

Stanley: There meh?
Justin: a bit behind the small mountain..

Stanley: Hurrr yea lo.

haha.. then justin walks over to rainer.

Justin: eh rainer look over there.
Rainer: Look what?
Justin: there.. a bit further behind the mountain 12days i see u there.
Rainer: ya ya.. see you there..

ya la. thats all about yesterday's event. Oh mud came too.. haha.. as usual quiet unless people talk to him. haha

-shan-

posted by Cleaylan's Journal @ 12:49 pm 0 comments